new day..

Today was my first day back to work after being home for a week dealing with my mom's dealth. It was not easy. Had another anxiety attack on the way there. I just didn't want to have to talk about it all day. However my first client, who I have known for almost 10 years made it easy. She cried and just listened to the story. It was nice to have her support me. As the day went on it got easier to talk about.

I came home and made some dinner. Austin (who is my 14 month old son) was miserable all day. He is getting about 4 teeth. So I tried to feed him dinner, which he didn't want any then I put him to bed.

I was on the computer doing some BeachBody work and putting off my workout for the night. Finally around 11:30 pm I decided to just do it. I had a workout that was 55 mins long. UGH. I wanted to just give up. Then about 15 mins into it I got into it. It is hard after not working out for a week to get back into it. As I finished I was so proud of myself for not giving up!! I completed the whole work out when I just wanted to quit the whole time.

Came upstairs and made my Shakeology and now I feel so much better! I am going to loose weight and be healthier!!

ps. I booked my trip to Vegas for our Beachbody convention!!! woooo hoooo I am sooooooo looking forward to June 21!!!!